I Can't Tell You Why...
because I don't know, I feel so sad. Uncontrollably sad. I miss Jason like crazy. and i bet hardly any one would understand. But I do..and he does. I got to see Jason, the first weekend of January. (like, 2 weeks ago? 3 weeks ago?) and I almost break into tears when ever I think about it...because its not now. I mean yeah, I'm happy...i really am... it just sucks because i don't get to see him. But the bright side of things, I may see him THIS UPCOMING WEEKEND! which is amazing. I'm so excited..i just wish it was for more than one single day. but hell, i'm happy for that one day too. it's so mixed up.
Life's been good, i've been doing a lot of working... and i've been up-and-down in this past week. one minute i'll be crying, the next i'll be rolling on the floor laughing. I just don't know what to do anymore.
I'm getting pictures of jason and me... He has some, but he hasn't gotten the film developed yet. If he doesn't get it...then..i'm stealing it, and getting it developed. i miss him... physco crazy like...
my honey (jason) just called me... *BIG SMILE* but i want to cry...because I miss him. God...I hate my emotions lately. they suck.
well, i'm going to go.
|x|holly|x|nichole|x|
 I love Jason Scott Cornelison! (a lot more than you do)
there`s just something about him that made me like him. ever since the day |[ i met him ]| there was - something about hiim - that made me go . a b s o l u t e l y. crazy for him
Thanks a lot for the COMMENTS in 20 freakin days... ::not.::
(but really, thanks to those who did leave comments.) |